Monday, November 30, 2009

these are just ghosts that broke my heart before I met you




Ghosts
by Laura Marling

He walked down a busy street
Staring solely at his feet
Clutching pictures of past lovers at his side
Stood at the table where she sat
And removed his hat
In respect of her presence
Presents her with the pictures and says
‘These are just ghosts that broke my heart before I met you.
These are just ghosts that broke my heart before I met you’

Opened up his little heart
Unlocked the lock that kept it dark
And read a written warning
Saying ‘I’m still mourning
Over ghosts
Over ghosts
Over ghosts
Over ghosts that broke my heart before I met you’

Lover, please do not
Fall to your knees
It’s not
Like I believe in
Everlasting love

He went crazy at nineteen
Said he’d lost all his self esteem
And couldn’t understand why he was crying

He would stare at empty chairs
Think of the ghosts that once sat there
The ghosts who broke his heart.
All the ghosts that broke my heart
The ghosts that broke his heart
All the ghosts that broke my heart
the ghosts the ghosts the ghosts the ghosts the ghosts the ghosts
The ghosts that broke my heart before I met you

Lover, please do not
Fall to your knees
It’s not
Like I believe in
Everlasting love

He says ‘I’m so lost,
Not at all well’
Do as though there is nothing left to be
Turned out I’d been following him and he’d been following me
Do as though after it was over
We were just two lovers crying on each others shoulders
And i said

"Lover please do not
Fall to your knees
It’s not
Like I believe in
Everlasting love

Lover please do not
Fall to your knees
It’s not
Like I believe in
Everlasting love

to see the video click here http://www.lauramarling.com/

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

a revelation called Peru


WHEN I LANDED in Lima, I couldn’t really imagine what this city would look like. In the car on the way from Jorge Chavez to the hotel, I was surprised by the fact that all the television shows I saw didn’t fail in capturing Lima—the city is exactly the same like what we saw in movies or Latin America telenovela. The only different thing is that everyone actually speaks Spanish, not those dubbed conversation, and without lame detergent advertisements cutting your telenovela sessions.

I was so tired, but I really enjoyed seeing the city. I just had a 33-hour journey, including a 26-hour flight from Jakarta to Lima, with stops at Kuala Lumpur and Amsterdam. This was officially the longest flight I’ve ever had in my life, and Peru would be the farthest place I’ve been to. I have just arrived in a different world.

The next morning, I noticed that the city wasn’t that unfamiliar. I saw buses full of people standing inside, crazy taxi drivers, traffic jam, and bus drivers shouting out loud. I guess a city would always be a city. Though I must admit the temperature in Lima was so nice in April.


I didn’t do sufficient research before I left for Peru. I chose to let things flew as they are, and allowed myself to be surprised by any possibilities that might happen during my visit to this country. And I did. Like any other tourist who has never been to South America, its endless line of mountains (Andes) amazed me. In Peru’s tourism webpage, they have a video about the country, and someone in this video said that gods were transformed into mountains. Now that I’m here, I believed that-wholeheartedly.



I remembered I was on my way to catch the Perurail train at Ollantaytambo, and while taking pictures of those mountains from the taxi’s back seat I couldn’t stop saying, ”God is great!” On the train to Aguas Calientes, I saw mountains, grass, and trees around me. They were so close and breathtaking, I felt myself shivering with awe.
Aguas Calientes, or the host of the famous Machu Picchu, is a small and clean town full of restaurants, stores, hostels and tourists. Lucky for me, during my visit the town hosted some kind of a parade or a carnival with music around the town. All around me everyone is wearing traditional clothes, dancing, singing, and looking very festive and joyful. I felt so blessed that I got the chance to experience all this.


It was not difficult for me to wake up the next morning, as I was all set for my one-of-the-seven-wonders-in-the-world moment: the trip to Machu Picchu! The sun rose since seven, and it rejoiced my soul. Suddenly I felt seventeen again. Or maybe it was because of the delicious pancake and hot chocolate I had for breakfast.
Machu Picchu is as amazing as what people said. The place is just stunning. The ruins are somehow sad yet full of triumphant and victorious past, with traces of superior intelligence. The llamas are super cute.


I could stay there all day, or probably three days in a row if I had the time.
The trip made me feel ecstatic. Euphoric.


The only thing that betrayed my love to Machu Picchu was the street market in the afternoon. Although I didn’t buy many souvenirs for myself, walking to the street market brought more joy to me. In seconds, I found myself surrounded by colorful patchworks, Inca dolls, silver jewelries, piles and piles of leather bookmarks and key chains. Another heaven on earth for me.




On the Perurail, on my way back to Cusco the next day, I opened the window beside me and took tons of oxygen. Going home and leaving such a beautiful place always gave a sour heart. But Cusco healed me real fast. The former capital of Peru, Cusco is a neat and ancient city. Traces of Spanish colonialism are so strong here, on landmarks and cathedrals, they made me feel like I was not in South America.
At night, oxygen got thinner, and I got served with a 13-degree Celsius for dinner.

I didn’t catch Spanish phrases that well, and only remembered “Buenos dias”, “Buenos noches”, ”quanto soles”, and “photograpicas senorita?” (Shame on me). But I did catch striking moments, captured new cultural experiences, practiced instant salsa, encountered a different culinary world, all of them amazing things I didn’t prepare myself two weeks before.


MUCHOS MUCHOS MUCHOS GRACIAS!

Monday, August 3, 2009

i feel black and white, blame it on the weather man

i'm feeling black and white today. i guess it was all because the heat. dunno why, the weather is just super hot lately. maybe 38 degrees or something. and after walking on the heat for some times, you came to the place that was full of air conditioner like mall or theater or you grab a cab. your body was like being attacked by a sudden ice glacier and there was nothing you could do about it.

in time like this, people get sick easily. i was thinking of a better weather and my imagination led me to my holiday on Hong Kong Disneyland on last february. it was 22 degrees, cool and sometimes warm. xoxo.







Thursday, June 18, 2009

i saw u sitting on the bench while i feel unhappy



photographer: dita
model/photo editor: nisa

goodbye monochrome, it's time to glow



who said glow in the dark is cool? glow in the light is so much cooler!
model: nisa
photographer: dita
thanks for visiting. xoxo!

Monday, June 8, 2009

we played with vintage dress and camera before we got here





What would happen when two girls were playing with vintage dress and camera? The answer is: amateur fashion photos project (or…sort of).
Fun facts:
1.I bought the dress for only 50 thousand rupiah (equal to USD 5) in a bazaar
2.We did the photo shot at 8.30pm, indoor with limited light
3.We had fun, went crazy and talked about next photo shot. Next time outdoor! (Can’t wait)

Model: Nisa
Photographer: Dita
Stylist: Literally – Nylon magazine :P

Monday, May 25, 2009

kelly forget where she put her left hand



the abandoned left hand of that doll was exactly on the spot (as seen in the picture) when i captured it. i guess kelly flew too far, broke it and forget where she left it. i showed it to my friends. some found it scary-horror like, some found it absurd. i think it's interesting.

Sunday, April 5, 2009

miss leprechaun needs to find gold on sunday morning







miss leprechaun decided she need to find another gold
she had flew to the end of rainbow and found nothing
so she started digging land
and had fun

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

where were you in Earth Hour?






The sacred day for earth had passed. Around 4000 cities, 88 countries with 25 different time zones were participated. I was more than happy. Not only because I am working in WWF and was in the Jakarta City Hall that night to watch the governor switch off the light-which followed by 60 other buildings in Jakarta-but also because the moment was mind blowing.

My dad is an architect and landscaper. He taught me about the beautiful of nature, trees, plants, eco-friendly building. He always thought that the government should shot illegal loggers, LOL. So, my interest in environmental issues grew up on me, enormously, since ever. I always appreciated the great works of people who fight for environment. Earth Hour is one of it. Imagine: the blackout, the world became silent with no sound of television, no urban sky glow, the sky is marine blue-instead of orange or grey, family were gathered-did something fun. It was so beautiful. Earth Hour is beautiful. The Earth itself is beautiful and we are lucky to own it. So, never take it for granted because we only have one earth. It’s like loving your lover or wife/husband or boyfriend/girlfriend. When you take them for granted, you’ll lose them, eventually. Love it, sincerely. Give the Old Earth time to rest, even only for one hour.

Thank you for participating in Earth Hour (28 March | 8.30-9.30pm local time). Thank you so much. You guys rock! XOXO

Monday, March 30, 2009

where's wally? he got drunk and took this photos



proudly present my lomo wall. my collection is not much (yet) but i love having them in my bedroom wall. i put several of my best shots in deviantart http://dita-r.deviantart.com/ xoxo!

Friday, March 27, 2009

he ran like a chant under his breath


action sampler depends a lot from sun light. when i was taking this cute yet hyperactive puppy in the street, buildings' shadows were hovering the street. as a result, the pictures were greyish so i edit the saturation a bit *grin*.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

don't be shy, you're a superstar




thanks versia (the model) and thanks for visiting :) XoXo